and the reason is...?

lI never dream that I could fall

But something’s come over me

Now I’m sittin’ starin’ at the wall

Afraid for my sanity

The sound of your voice

The touch of your skin

It’s hauntin’ me

I’m still tryin’ to come to my senses

But I can’t look back so I’m takin’ my chances

I wanna give you my heart give you my soul

I wanna lay in your arms never let go

Don’t wanna live my life without you

But I know when you’re gone

Like a fire needs a spark like a fool in the dark

Honey I’ll cry for you

Wonderin’ why I’m runnin’ scared

From what I believe in

I know that love is just another word

To say what I’m feelin’

For once in my life the future is mine

It’s callin’ me I’ve been searchin’ so long for an answer

But it’s too late now so I’m takin’ my chances

I wanna give you my heart give you my souL

I wanna lay in your arms never let go

Don’t wanna live my life without you

But I know when you’re gone

Like a fire needs a spark

Like a fool in the dark

Honey I’ll cry for you

europe track-I WILL CRY FOR YOU

and wen in happiness u can never even dream that life can go wrong....life does not go wronmg for so many people and yet we see unhappiness in the world..yet we feel its sad

dementors make u feel this gloom but what is missing is the mist and the death....

the horrific memories dont come anymore..its only a ruddy void...who will f*****g fill it up/....i keep crying for happiness..thr has been a routine i have started loathing....a hate that is more than just hatred and loathing..it also includes a pain for my own self.......u know one in which i can blow my own self up!

for once in life i feel its not worhtwhile to live on a life that has no meaning..ifi would have been a failure i would say ok i have to overcome this...but i now find all these very petty issues

kuchh purane gam khured diye hai maine

aur gamo ki lashon ko uthaye chale jaa rahe hain.

palko se ab to asoon bhi nahi tapakte

shayad is pyasi rooh ko iski zaroorat thi

aaj ki subah aur na aaye to kya

aaj fir woh chandni mein saath na baithe to kya

tere haathon ki un lakiron mein jo hum apna naam dhundte hai

woh naam bhi mit jaaye,humari kismat hai.

ab khwahishen hi aur nahi udti,

un sitaron mein jade aasma mein.

ab teri meri kahaniya nahi banti

lafs sukh gaye hain....shayad aasoun ki aas mein

aur woh lashen?

woh to kabke daphna diye thhe...

ab to bas tasveeren reh gayee hain....

kuch parat si jami hai un par

saaf kiya thha to yaad aya...

aasun wahin gir ke sukh gaye thhe

self composed