If there is one answer i have found of life... it is the fact that i wanna end each day content... and i wanna die content with what i am... you are far from that... and will get further if you go on like this... be cheerful... be happy... its what its all about... its what we all want... a cheerful happy end... its what we read in books and what we see in movies... its what we dream off... happy endings... for that that there has to be a happy begenning and a happy life... change your path... explore everything uknown and pull it apart... everything except what you are trying to pull apart... YOURSELF... now you have been out on this wierd road and turning into an aparna i dont like for the last few months... get a fuckin grip on yourself and get back... lighten up... let go... and just enjoy life for what it is... not what it could have been... enjoy it because in 'Walt Whitman's' words... the answer to life is'That you are here—that life exists, and identity; That the powerful play goes on, and you will contribute a verse.' what will your verse be aparna... u are a part of this play... this game... its all perception... if u think this play is a tragedy and sad it is... if u wanna think its funny and fun loving... it is... thats what i feel it is... fun... light hearted... like the serial 'friends'... everything is a joke... a parady on life... its all meant to be smiled at... do u have the courage to do that appu... smile at the saddest of things???... you do that and the answer is yours... take care...
Your a good person appu but a very very lost one (ha ha)... i hope you find your way back because i cant help you... no one can... its all in your hands... and your hands only... only you can help yourself...
rushabh
My verse is 'Life is a just a Game... and My God!!! i'm gonna Play it'
3 comments:
yaar aparna i think u r confused ...in dilema not able to make decision...u have two options swinging like pendulum...one side is u onluu ...n other side lot of other people so u thinking whcih way to go...just give urself someime n i guess u r going on right path...be content each day..that's d secret...seeing so many 3 dots confirms ur confusion...keep posting these whirpools ...it wil realx ya...take care n live life the way u want it.my good wishes dear
amar that was the conclusion of m frnds letter to me!
and moreover .... appear on ur writing too
i use them to show continuation
i knw exactly what i want from life and how
so does rushabh dont u worry
Dunno where I get in from. I never wanted you to change yourself, your ways of thinkin or living. I jst suggested single strt thing, change the situations rather changing the content or the containity in it. Its better to explore situations and find alternatives to those situations at times... Its all fine.. I mean be waht you want to be. IT wont matter to anyone but you. When you get frustrated you are burning your own oil -- Yourself! Isnt it true? If you are unhappy its coz you made a choice.Making choice is still easy. Its good. Make them, know why? Coz ones who make choice are the ones who understand it most. Ones who escape making a choce wont even learn the lesson from it. I appreciate all what you choose. At the end what matters is did you learn if it was a wrong choice? Or if it was a correct choice did you understand the meaning of choosing the choice you made and living it to its full?? Everything have 2 sides... remember I told you about a man trapped in prison with just a one window and door binded by crowbars. To you from outside he might appear to be trapped in 4 walls but to him future awaits for him, grass is much more greener to him, to him his hopes are all what awaits with arms wide open. So noone, not even me, can make a guess that you are going through what. But yes i can help you out with giving my verdict on that choice or neone would do that. But then again you are the master to choose it:)
Never think ocnfusion lies in the mind, No! It lies within perception. If we percieve what we believe it turns to be in chaos and confusion. But when we perceive what we are intended to believe it becomes a right choice. So its teh choice that matters -- I'm happy that you live by it. Its good that you take the responsibility of both good and bad, but aparna simple thing stop being in self pity. I know you ll crack my head on this but that is truth. When ever you do this you try to empower yourself with that very feeling. Its a way to do it, but there is another way. Try not to focussing and looking it with the bird eye view. Like I told you, at times we are in mess and we get too involved in it. But when we relax and retreat we find solution. For instance, when you are reading book at times you bring it too close and you find it hard to read it; move it back and its all there. Yet another example, when you are in pain..a wound, it hurts if you feel hard if you focus but wen you shift focus it helps you get over it. But that does not mean that you overlook it. ANd that is what you do at times. You change focus so much as to forget it but in turn you overlook yourself. That is what concerns everyone.
Start changing situations to suit you rather than changing yourself.
All the very best
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