from rushabh to me..... part-3

and last few months i have seen you taking your self into that whirlpool of the unsolved and you think you'll emerge a wiser person... let me tell you a secret... you wont... you'll burn out and die... dont try soo hard... relax... let yourself wonder free... a mans thoughts are at its peak when he's content... not exactly cheerful... but content... and ma'am you are a mighty far cry from content... start having fun... just do what you love and dont question or explore people and their behaviour and their mind... untill you find your own mind and yourself you are extremely foolish to go exploring others and why they do what they do... you find your self... what aparna is and the rest will click into place... dont try too hard to find yourself either... it will come in time naturally... the harder you try the longer you'll take... simple law of life... so get drunk... party... stop getting such complicated thoughts about your carrer or Sam... let things move in the flow at their own sweet pace... life is a journey... not a fuckin destination... what the hell will you get to the end and do... if tomorrow i wake up 42 years old and the lead singer of a band with 80 million copies sold and three grammys in my room... now what.. i'm rich, famous, girls love me, NOW WHAT?? where does that put me... ok... so now i'm all i ever wanted so i might as well go out have a pizza with my buddies and girl and have some fun...what else... i have reached and now i'm bored... its the getting there that important... the path... not the arrival... like a jigsaw puzzle as you manage two or three pieces... the others will fall into place and one day you will have the whole picture... try and force the pieces and you will break them and they will never fit and you'll never see the whole picture... get it... Now get cheerful... do what u wanna do... stop thinking soo much... now your mind is workin in the 'burn out' zone... your exhausting it... k... just scream once let it all out then just free yourself of all burden of thought... free fall... and the answers will find you...