song of today....

She scratches a letter,

 into a wall made of stone

Maybe someday another child wont,

 feel as alone as she does

Its been two years, and counting,

 since they put her in this place

Shes been diagnosed by some stupid fuck,

 and mommy agrees, yeah...

She seems to be stronger,

 but what they want her to be is weak

She could play pretend,

 she could join the game, boy

She could be another clone...ooh...

Why go home? 

What you taught me...

put me here...

dont come visit...(mother...)

Sting me...

why go - Pearl Jam

that's the song of the day... on a guilt trip...still deciding what would be the sane way of dealing with it... how will i ever be able to deal with it...without hurting anyone... some times its strange how some songs are perfectly apt for one...

currently listening to: pearl jam... pink pop 92; alice in chains mtv unplugged; nirvana mtv unplugged

currently reading: catch 22, joseph heller
current mood : what the fuck, it sucks anyway

currently watching : pinkpop, last lear, cowboy bebop the movie, x men evolution