me bad....

i have been a really really lazy blogger off late....
i guess the charm is for some reason gone.....why would that be??

THEORY 1
i may have decided to not look too much into myself.... not that i write whatever i look into .....but atleast writing makes u begin that....too much intro/retro-spection. Its like this age old formula...(strictly speaking for myself) when i being writing, it always starts with.....ahem,(surprize!!!) the first line..... it may or may not mean anything...and believe you me.....it generally never means anything apart from some random shit of an idle mind.(come to think of it....i have really started typing fast). Thereon....the process continues....i start thinking then...."ohkay! now that i have written that shit....y did i??" complete random'dom'?? (i know its 'ness')...

ohkay so back to the topic of conversation (between??) there might be another reason of not writing.... as someone put it.....i may not be as "unhappy" as i should be in order to write... really?? or maybe truer than the first reason....atleast i like to think so. i am not "unhappy"..... I am definitely satisfied with whats going on. or am i? ok, considering that we are thorough believers of relativity...i am a lesser "unhappy" person.....so that makes me ......ummmm two negatives equals positive.....ummmm..... happy (considering that the words "lesser" and "unhappy" are negative in mathematical forms)!!!!!

-or i may have become a sadist when it comes to my life....

-OR maybe i am too much of an optimist...i refuse to look at the sadder sides of life....

NOTE: THE ABOVE TO POSTULATES WERE MERE SUB REFERENCES TO THE BIG PARA OF HAPPINESS AND UNHAPPINESS

THEORY 2
newer theory...
i may have lost the zest to write......poetry (some may not agree), random writings, thoughts ...maybe they dont take forms and shapes in my mind anymore....

THEORY 3
I may have got busy with so much work that i had to, had to quit writing. afterall im in nift...there is a career to catch up on... (naah!!! not likely)

THEORY 4
i have too many friends... i just chat chat chat, jabber jabber jabber......ummm makes sense....im a chatterbox .....'twas proven at the age of 1 and a half year old aparna

THEORY 5
THE MOST OBVIOUS....
i dont have an internet connection anymore, i cant write sitting in dad's office (i dont get an oppurtunity to find it completely empty like today) i do write and end up tearing my writings in anger.... and so, if and when i do get a connection at home....i will start writing again.....
:P
so much for now.....love