Sunday, December 23, 2007

the second chances

5 years ago, on a stormy winter morning, a story took form....with the hails freezing in ....closing gaps and cracks in hearts of two people...
two people who wud later go on to share a lifetime between them... a story so often told that, the exhaggeration has become reality...
the hail and storm has now creeped in and frozen hearts.
a heart that has started to thaw as of now ....with some new things taking over this december.
a song was written 5 years back about that rain drenched noon...a song started this particular drizzle...
may i say im in love yet again.... a december phenomenon.... i may say that...an unlucky at this emotion that i am...it wont work out ....even this time....not to say that i realised that i cant ever possibly forget how to love....the cold will never kill it...it will only freeze things and then some odd winter the love will thaw... i will fall in love with another guys mad love....or maybe i wont....there will be people who would be better than anyone else who i will find....and it will not help cause its only me who would be in love with them....

sometime i think .....if im in love with him....im "really in love" with him....will it help???
my "real real love" will it last forever....will i ever, like alia, be able to wait...forever for my love to love me....and not help the bride get ready for my intended.....will i be able to not reach a stage when i wish the well being of my love....hope against hopes that the one he loves may love him forever....love him more and warm his heart more than i can????
its a strange feeling...makers u feel as if uve worked for some social cause...making the world a better place...where love is free and life is beautiful....giving away....with diamonds and rubies of ur eyes and ur hearts....silenced and beautiful for the ideal


...this post comes for pheebee.... make what u can make of it....
book im reading...."Midnight Children" Salman Rushdie

2 comments:

delhidreams said...

wud anyone make something out of it?
why not ur own views, shadows. whats stopping u from writing. u haven't, i believe. then why not post?

Aparna Mudi said...

adi....
my own views .....all mine....
promise