My dear maddie,
why cant we be as simple as an illiterate man (untouched by the curse of "KNOWLEDGE) and percieve GOD as an all encompassing embodiment of love and compassion. That will solve most of our problem (dilemna). When we pray to god to have him in fact what we try is to achieve godhood ie acquire love and compassion for everything including NIFTians and A******* and M**** Dont they have a right to get it?
it was a reply sent to me after i sent my dad a poem.....
GOD as an all encompassing embodiment of love and compassion....and yet at times it seems that he becomes veangeful doubting god....he needs to check. or do i myself do that?
i dont know, there are too many situations that i never could have got into but he made me get into it. outta the blue....there are times when i couldnt have got into any situation but he got me into it....for what? for making me stronger?...has it not shattered me more than powered me with more faith?
i have always tried to love everyone around me .....even those i hate ......even those i cannot forgive...but then i keep that behind and try and see the love .....can't .....i then say to myself that i can't hate ....god has not made me for it ....so hating i can't but the loving too i can't ...i try to stay impassive.....and yet again this entry is about "I" "I" "I"......