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Not so young Fashion Graduate From National Institute of Fashion Technology (NIFT), Delhi, India. Aspiring journalist. Amongst other eclectic hobbies, she likes writing and has written several poems and articles over her school and college life and now for a living. She would someday like to be be a more popular writer than just on her blogs. 'Tis a lady of grand splendor, who waketh in my bed every morning while the sun beckons her towards night...

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

colors on walls

"banwara man dekhne chala ek sapna......
banware se man ki dekho banwari hain baatein...
banwari si dhadkane hai..banwari hai saanse....
bawara man dekhne chala.........ek sapna
banwara man....."
hazaron khwahishe aisi....OST

aur ek mera banwara man hai ki, jo aajtak sapne dekh raha thha, dheere dheere sapno se darne laga hai...
now its scared of dreaming...it has started building walls to not allow the dreams to penetrate...it hurts to stay alone but it is too scared to face anything now...
darkness is seeping in...i dont have any provision for light...or maybe so,e one is pumping in the darkness.how hard it is to build up these stone walls....what lies hidden...i cant say....and these walls are being painted with the colors i used to have, suddenly those colors have become black and white....stark...
and people refuse to recognise me...
today is holi.....and i hate these very colors im supposed to love.....suddenly black and white have become my life...and yet someone called "my love" peeps in a with a tinge of the rainbow in to m life...and my heart stays in turmoil....there are colors of promises and dreams i cant help but believe.... and this mad heart starts dreaming all over again.....and im stopping it from getting outta hand.....
i dunno y i am so scared
maybe my fears are like that
wierd....i feel wierd as my colors are gone from life....and they again seem to be seeping back in....can i stop them?
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