banware se man ki dekho banwari hain baatein...
banwari si dhadkane hai..banwari hai saanse....
bawara man dekhne chala.........ek sapna
banwara man....."
hazaron khwahishe aisi....OST
aur ek mera banwara man hai ki, jo aajtak sapne dekh raha thha, dheere dheere sapno se darne laga hai...
now its scared of dreaming...it has started building walls to not allow the dreams to penetrate...it hurts to stay alone but it is too scared to face anything now...
darkness is seeping in...i dont have any provision for light...or maybe so,e one is pumping in the darkness.how hard it is to build up these stone walls....what lies hidden...i cant say....and these walls are being painted with the colors i used to have, suddenly those colors have become black and white....stark...
and people refuse to recognise me...
today is holi.....and i hate these very colors im supposed to love.....suddenly black and white have become my life...and yet someone called "my love" peeps in a with a tinge of the rainbow in to m life...and my heart stays in turmoil....there are colors of promises and dreams i cant help but believe.... and this mad heart starts dreaming all over again.....and im stopping it from getting outta hand.....
i dunno y i am so scared
maybe my fears are like that
wierd....i feel wierd as my colors are gone from life....and they again seem to be seeping back in....can i stop them?
1 comment:
Hi
I found your blog interesting, and sensible. i can relate to you, i know exactly how you feel. I knwo how it feels so helpless while also making u feel why should you depend so much on anyone, but still loving that one person more than your life. I completely understand. But these situations do make you strong and wise. Although even i want to scream and shout and say i dont want to be wise, i dont want to be strong. I just want to be with my love... you just cant be rational here.
you're a strong and a rational girl. you'll be fine. trust me
I feel lost at the moment, i am really upset coz of something too... well, good luck, and god bless you.
Regards,
Devil's own
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