what crazy things i keep thinking.u know as if m mind has become a non-stop machine..it just doesnt wanna stop. I am always on a "what if? " mode. always looking at things and thinking....
and right opposite my building i see on the balcony a dried plant in a pot...it must have been fresh once ...with green leaves on itself.....maybe even a flower. and all that remains is a twig....a dried unhappy looking
and then the thoughts go to the empty flat....how lonel and depressed it must feel for not being able serve its purpose ...of being a home from being just 4 and more walls....
its a real lonely to be something else than what you really are...leena tells me she just wants to end a 9 yr old relationship coz she is tired of being what her guy wants her to be always....well what abt the flat it also wants to be a 'home' isnt it? it just doesnt want to remain a silly old flat....everything needs to grow.....to grow into something better
that reminds me of love....love makes u grow...better or not i dont knw.love has that thing when u wanna rise to something else..and yet being that something else does not hurt if u dont want it to..when u start thinking love is unfair it becmes unfair....when u think it just expects and the expectation is something u wanna fulfil u do that....
non stop chatterbox....what crap!
anyway
im in love....
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