the colors of walls

im searching for a room near my college and it has proved to be a big pain in the neck......its so difficult to find a satisfactory room near my college.......specially with so much work on my head.i have no clue what im doing...... single rooms with no hassles for girls......do not exist.........
and specially when the budget is tight.....
i guess what i will do is take the same amount of money from dad as i used to but cut sopme of my expenses to save up the rest of the rent...
on the other hand ...i have kinda got a lil restrained for my own sake.....im hurt very easily it seems.....
akele rehna hai....saala koi rehne hi nahi deta....dimag ka dahi ho gaya hai....

jeeti jaagti diware mere kamre ki,

mere man ke saath saath rang badalti hai....

log kehte hain,

sirf seelan hai.....

barish ke dino ki...

ya shayad kahi koi daraar hogi !!

par sach ke chehre bante maine dekha hai

jab akele main sisakti hoon

to diware halka gungunake sulati hai mujhe..

khirkiyo ki aati hawa

thapkiya deti hai, sehlati hai.

khush hoti hoon to,

aap hi jaise surakj ki kirane naachti hai diware pe

gussa hoti hoon to saham jaati hai

der shaam aaun to narm garmahat se lipat ti hai mere gale se

jeeti jaagti diware,

rang badalti

fusfusake baat karti

mere nakhre jhelti diwar

shayad mere sabse achi saheli hai

naam rakha hai maine uska

akelapan