wierd days

some days are really wierd.....
those who drink may know.......say, ur drinking.....and u have probably just had ur first drink and started having fun.....
and then someone walks in saying "ma'am, its time for us to wind up" what do u do....????? wind up and leave...u still have more drinks in ur bag ........places to go...but as u get near ur place people start saying no lets not drink today "i leave" and one by one every one leaves.....and then that one last person who said that ok we will drink once we get to our place also sleeps off.....its bloody three in the morning and ime xactly in that state....now im going to start drinking again...probably alone....
i was supposed to go and meet one o my very good friends today but outta sheer laziness i refused to budge from my bed.......and then some o my opther friends who were supposed to join me for lunch arrive royally at 5 in the evening by then the lunch is over and my stomach has given up on the grumbling.
dad screams at me for spending more than i should and we just go to the puja pandal.........i just hate the sight of the durga murti in our pandal this year.....i just come out....my friends do too after a bit of babe watching......we buy some drinks (i bottle of vodka and 4 beers to be precise) for the 6 of us for the night and go to noida......and what comes up??? nothing...we are told to pack up as soon as i have just started having fun.......

tomorrow is another day ,,,people say hopefully .....but then im not waiting for tomorrow anymore.....
i just lay back every night and think.....may this have been the last day of my life.....may i just not wake up to another sun.....another day .......i have had a good day today and thats why may just god /devil come up and say "wind up, its time"
but then would there have to be another life??