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Not so young Fashion Graduate From National Institute of Fashion Technology (NIFT), Delhi, India. Aspiring journalist. Amongst other eclectic hobbies, she likes writing and has written several poems and articles over her school and college life and now for a living. She would someday like to be be a more popular writer than just on her blogs. 'Tis a lady of grand splendor, who waketh in my bed every morning while the sun beckons her towards night...

Sunday, May 28, 2006

abode of the devil

"khali dimag ...shaitan ka ghar"
empty head is the abode of the devil(oh my! what a ;literal translation)
the head is empty so are the hands and im really pissed...i have nothin to do...and im feeling too lazy to get up and find some work so that im not bored.......and the devil in my head tells me odd things......funny they are as i know they arent true.......
no one loves me....

no one wud care if i die.....and even if they do, the care will just vanish in a few days......
no one misses me as much as i miss them.......
am i good enough for nift??
am i even good enough for life.....?
will i ever be able do what i want to do......?
why are things not in my hands.....specially my own life....?
my life will suck i know it
i can relly just go and die
i shouldn't wait for anyones cal....specially cause im not not worth all that
(something i dont wanna write)
i live in a make believe world......and wen im practical....life takes its chance to ruin me.......
i am not good at anything.....
and i guess the more im writing the more truths i find in his words........
thr is a lovely smell of wet earth round me.....while im watching the late night shift on channel V and MTV...after hours and graveyard shift .......its a rolling stones number......streets of love......who the hell are "warrants".....this is the first time ive heard them....nice actually.....
the streets of love are already trodden upon............walked and im worn out......not of love .....but of the hurt .......i want my life back to me.....
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