heat stroke

the radio kept playing the same song over and over and rj wont apologise for it. or maybe she was just flipping channels and this is definitely one of the most popular songs these days...hence, is playing on all stations on different times. she is really pissed now. she once liked the song and now she thinks its overcooked...and she definitely doesnt like overcooked fish.its a shame the fish is so highly priced, she cant afford the shoes anymore. and she knows she has to buy them. she is too used to highly priced products.but then samples are always sold in sarojini for a lesser price. maybe she will just go to rajasthan instead. they have no televisions or radios there. books makes no sense to her. nor did she write to anyone else....

wasted vote bank

this apparently is the dirtiest pre election game being played in the media. and i am getting various mails regarding the matter, including what is or is not possible by the current govt. or the ones to come. and its kinda confusing to be honest.

who do i vote if i want a strong national party "ruling"(that might have been a wrong word to use) the nation.... which, will not be an alliance, preferably. will not be a hardliner party, will not corrupt in as many ways as possible, will make the country more secure than it has been in the last few years, and will not be an anarchy if possible... and ofcourse i need the leader to be, english speaking or atleast proper hindi. not mamta-ish bong hindi. 

frankly i dont wanna vote.

one reason only...

i dont know who to vote,

and i dont want to waste my vote on a party that is not in majority, and i dont want to vote the two majority parties....

end of story...

im totally confused...

i wish there was a way to say i dont wanna vote to either party... 

yaad...part-???(forgotten)

पुराणी रसीद के फटे कागज़ के टुकड़े,

पीले होते, 

चन्द धुंधलाते हुए number उनपर लिखे हुए,

आँखें बंद करो तो cannaught place के traffic का शोर,

आवाज़ है, गिनतियाँ है, या बची-कुची वो आखरी याद है?

--If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something.---

Perpetual

जन्नत की दहलीज़ पर खड़े होके,
क्षितिज पर पड़ी परछाई देख,
उसने सोचा मैं हूँ....

बस परछाई ही है मेरी,
मैं तो दोज़ख़ से हाथ बढ़ाए ,
छूने की कोशिश में हूँ तुझको...


कि शब्द सिसकते हुए पहुंचे तेरे पास,
ओर इधर खीच लाये तुझे,
बचाने मेरी रूह को,


ओर तेरे काँधे पर सर रखके,
सो जाऊं मैं,
आँख खोलू,
तो दोनों बिस्तर पर हो,
रजाई में सिमटे हुए से,
ओर तेरी आँखों में कैद सपने हो,
बस मेरे!

dear people

... it seems strange that when anything happens.. everything happens and/or at other times nuthing does...

on that note...goodnight and good luck

love stories

Stand,

Here by the side,

And look away, 

And not just into the sunset,

Which you say looks like my eyes,

But into the burning edge of the earth...

Watch it burning black, turning into a sillhoutte...

Sillhoutte,

That you claim to be, 

Wholesome,

Complete, with your outlines defined...

Look into the mirror 

And all you will see is darkness,

Darkness within the defined outline of you...

Break. 

Your absolute is by me...

And i walk out...

Stand right there, 

And dont reach out...

I am the sunset,

I am beautiful,

And as all beautiful things are...

i destroy.

picture (C) aparnamudi, aparnamudi@gmail.com

hrishikesh, march 2009

currently listening to: radiohead, pearl jam, coldplay, sinead o' connor

currently reading: blah
current mood : pretty darn good

recently watched :samurai champloo, eli stone(tv series), jersey girl