god wont help aparna.....

he has always hated her...and she wishes she knew why....
either he is sadist or he is just too hatefull
i do not bow to any such god.....
for all the smiles he has made for me....there are a million more tears.....
the road ends here.......please keep this blog up.....i wud like to hear more about this person who has hated me for so long...longer than i thought he could.....

the road ends here

im stopping to blog.....
forever....not deleting thiss but wont log on anymore.....dont worry i wud read ur blogs...
dear velu...nothing helps.....nothing.....

my problem

u know what my problem is ...i'm too optimistic....i think nothing can go wrong with my life....inspite of people reminding me im not supposed to hold on....i still do....still think things are going to get alright.....im too positive to understand that i suck ...things in my life suck......
im too sweet to myselkf...thinking that i can do everything.....put things right..and they turn towards the worse...when will i learn that i am bad....at most things....rather at all the things...hmmmmm......guess my blog really is sad....i need to pep it up.....
but well i have taken a break from writing.....a lot of pending tags to be done.....maybe soon...

can god help aparna

or more so,
whether aparna believes that or not?

quixotic says...

hmmm someday i will write again.....rather some day i wil post my writings again.....filhaal i wrote a random poem....kindl catch it on adee comments page....he writes well u wont be dissapointed....
someday i will also write abt what i never want to talk abt.....